Ok, post sedih lagi. Sorry. Hmmm. Dah nak dekat sebulan dah Marwan pegi. But i live my life well, i guess. Cuma 2 benda buat aku sedih semalam.
First, ada beberapa orang kawan Marwan, maybe his ex-office mates at PTG or even his classmates, who knows, yang tengah mengata-ngata pasal aku. Aku rasa, diorang mungkin percaya yang betul aku santaukan Marwan sampai Marwan meninggal. Somebody said to me, they need to know the truth.
Come on fellas, if you guys really NEED to know the truth, come to me. Tapi, bukan la aku yang bukak mulut sebab ada orang-orang yang boleh tolong ceritakan dekat you guys, if you guys so keen to know kan. Kawan-kawan yang memang membesar dengan Marwan, in fact, his own cousins, uncles and aunties could tell you the ugly truth!
Tak payah nak speculate. You guys are horrible sebab dengar cerita dari sebelah pihak saja. Kenapa tak tanya cerita aku jugak? Dumb ass.
Sayang, your so-called friends has put me through hell. Sedih.
Second, this handbeg that Marwan gave to me for my 22nd birthday, hampir rosak. Kain kat dalamnya, button-nya. Mesti la aku sedih, sebab bukan aku yang bagi rosak! Fatin pinjam. Bila Marwan dah takde aku mintak balik sebab i gather all my stuff yang ada kaitan dengan Marwan so everytime i miss him, aku tengok benda-benda tu, terubat la jugak kan?
Bila masa dapat balik beg tu, nak bukak tengok-tengok, tengok button-nya hampir relai. Kain kat dalam tu koyak sikit. Hmmm, i don't remember giving the beg to her in that condition. Sumpah menangis.
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