Thursday, December 31, 2009

Perfume : The Story Of A Murderer

i ambek cite neh dalam hardisc abang i..ambek da lame da..tapi baru last couple of days baru i tengok..cite die best gak ahh..kat bwh neh synopsis die..kalo nak tengok carik la dalam torent ke..ade je..owh kalo nak more info,do visit http://www.perfumemovie.com/.. ********************
Set in 18th century France, the film tells the story of an olfactory genius, Jean-Baptiste Grenouille (Ben Whishaw) and his homicidal quest for the perfect scent. The film begins with the sentencing of Grenouille, a notorious murderer. Between the reading of the sentence and the execution, the story of his life is told in flashback, beginning with his abandonment at birth in a French fish market. Raised in an orphanage, Grenouille grows into a strangely detached boy with a superhuman sense of smell. After growing to maturity as a tanner's apprentice, he makes his first delivery toParis, where he revels in the new odors. He focuses on a girl selling plums (Karoline Herfurth) and startles her with his behavior. To prevent her from crying out, he covers the girl's mouth and unintentionally suffocates her. After realising that she is dead, he strips her body naked and smells her until the scent fades. Afterwards, Grenouille becomes haunted by the desire to preserve scents forever. After making a delivery to a perfume shop, Grenouille amazes the owner, Giuseppe Baldini (Dustin Hoffman), with his ability to create fragrances. He revitalises the perfumer's career with new formulas, demanding only that Baldini teach him how to convert scents into perfume. Baldini explains that all perfumes are harmonies of twelve individual scents, and may contain a theoretical thirteenth scent. He also tells a story about a perfume discovered in an Egyptian tomb that was so perfect that it affected the entire world the moment the bottle was opened. When Grenouille discovers that Baldini's method will not capture all scents, he becomes depressed and leaves to learn superior methods inGrasse. En route to Grasse, Grenouille realises that he has no scent of his own, and is therefore a cipher. He decides that creating the perfect smell will prove his worth. Grenouille stands alone amongst the orgy his perfume has created. Grenouille finds work in Grasse assisting with perfumes. After some experimenting, he succeeds in preserving the scent of a woman by cutting her hair, covering her in animal fat, and then distilling the fat. To force the woman to undergo the procedure, he must kill her. Grenouille embarks on a killing spree, murdering beautiful virgins and capturing their scents. He dumps the girls' naked corpses around the city, creating an uproar that threatens to tear the city apart. Nearing completion, Grenouille selects a beautiful young lady, Laura (Rachel Hurd-Wood), for his thirteenth scent, the lynchpin of his perfect perfume. Laura's wealthy father, Antoine Richis (Alan Rickman) realises the danger and attempts to flee the city with his daughter. Grenouille tracks her scent to a roadside inn and sneaks into her room that night. The next morning, Richis discovers Laura lying dead in her bed. Soldiers capture Grenouille moments after he finishes preparing his perfume. On the day of his execution, he applies a drop of the perfume to himself. The executioner and the crowd in attendance are overwhelmed by the beauty of the perfume. They declare Grenouille innocent before falling into an orgy. Walking out of Grasse unscathed, Grenouille has enough perfume to rule the world, but has discovered that it will not allow him to love or be loved like a normal person. He returns to the Parisian fish market where he was born and empties his perfume bottle over his head. Overcome by the scent, the nearby crowd devours him. The next morning, one final drop of perfume falls from the open bottle.
The Cast
Ben Whishaw as Jean-Baptiste Grenouille, a young man with a powerful sense of smell. He murders more than a dozen women to create the perfect scent. Dustin Hoffman as Giuseppe Baldini, a washed-up perfumer who first teaches Grenouille how to capture smells and create perfume. Rachel Hurd-Wood as Laura Richis, a beautiful lady and the subject of Grenouille's attention. Her scent, he feels, will complete his collection. Alan Rickman as Antoine Richis, Laura's wealthy and powerful father. Corinna Harfouch as Madame Arnulfi, a perfumer in Grasse who employs Grenouille at her flower garden. Karoline Herfurth as The Plum Girl, Grenouille's first victim. Grenouille is forever haunted by the fact that, in killing her, he lost the sublime beauty that was her scent. John Hurt as the Narrator.
Ben Whishaw as Jean - Baptiste Grenoille..*hensem nyeee~*

Happy New Year!!!

i wud like to wish a very happy new year..may Allah be with us..aminn~

Incek Marwan Yang Baek Hati..

walopon mr marwan botak macam kominis..walopon muka garang macam singa..tapi beliau tetap suke baek ati kat i taw..i liiikeee..hihihih..*jgn mr marwan claim hadiah mahal2 for his upcoming bday sudey*..huhuh..tadi mr marwan telah baek ati nye membeli kat i sepasang kasot n sebijik handbeg..walopon kasot tuh i nak bayo sendirik sebab opah i pon telah baek ati bagi sorang rm50 kat anak menantu cucu cicit nye.. tapi mr marwan insist jugak nak bayo kan..i pon sukee la..heheh..kasot rm59.90 beli kat vincci harus la..handbeg rm53.75 beli kat nose after discount tuh..i pon membalas la jasa nye dengan men-treat mr marwan kepsi..tapi mr marwan xsuke kepsi..mr marwan makan seketol je..i yg makan 2 ketol..i sangat lahap tadi sebab i lapo..huhuh..owh kite da 2 ari soping..semalam mr marwan soping kasot futsal die..ari2 pon kite kua jalan2..i liiikeee..sebab mr marwan ngabeh kan annual leave die..tenkiu ye mr marwan sayang..nanti bday u i bagi ferero rocher..ooppss~tebocor suda..ngeh3..

mr marwan dan ayam kepsi..

beg baru..weee~

kasot baru..weee~

Monday, December 28, 2009

ade spider web la nyahhhh~

ewww..lame nye i x update blog..reason being..i malas nak online..n plus ade pervert,psycho,sex maniac yg dok kaco2 i..lagi pon ye la kan,masa i diisi dengan pelbagai aktiviti..hihihi..plus,ari2 pon muka mr marwan tecangak kat depan umah neh..owh i nak cite pasal last christmast holiday..my family wat gathering plus 1st meeting of koperasi keluarga..wat kat umah aunty i kat rawang..kite pegi sane naek bus..best woo..sbb bus agk cantek n lepas meeting kite g jalan2..itu je yg penting pon..heheheh..tuh je cite nye..

kite naek bus neh la..cantek taw..

bajet je kan?hihihih..reason being pakai tudung sebab i nak merase masok masjid putrajaya..but still taleh masok sebab i pakai jeans ketat..huh!!

odw nak naek cruise..tapi xdapat naek sebab mase nak naek tuh da ujan rintik2..sad i am..

time neh awal2 pagi baru betolak..

dalam bus.. ******************** pas tuh,last sunday mr marwan n i g tgk match football kat dataran epo..kate nye the largest tv in asia..bole la..kite tengok kejap je..xsampai pon abes 1st half..kite da blah..bosan kot..huhu..

mr marwan pon nak jugek~

owh harap maap gambo tebalik suda~

mase neh xstart game lg..so snap2 la..

Friday, December 18, 2009

a big CONGRATS to Malaysia U23 Football Team!!

tahniah kepade pasukan bolasepak malaysia u23..kite telah bejaye mendapatkan pingat emas yang kite idam2 kan selame 20 taun tuh..tuh la vietnam..belagak sangat..cakap malaysia bukan lawan diorang..last2 hambekk ko..sebijik gol da cukup untuk memalukan vietnam..1st half malaysia maen mcm hampeh..ye la kan,agak nye diorang pon presure..banyak yang mengharapkan emas untuk bola neh..2nd half memang maen mantap..tahniah jugak untuk coach..rakyat sangat la gumbire..

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH 1431

Thursday, December 17, 2009

petang tadi mr marwan call ajak tengok bola sambil makan mekdi lepas mr marwan abes keje teros ambik i..last2 ujan la pulak..mr marwan pon redah je la ujan balik umah..malam baru kite g makan mekdi kat jj..saje je..bukan nye tade mekdi yg dekat..ade je mekdi kat mego..saje je nak pegi jj tuh..mr marwan pon nak shopping groceries cket..kite crave prosperity burger tuh..tapi bile makan rase macam x sedap pulak..i neh da la x suke sangat pedas2 neh..last2 makan daging die je..mr marwan pon cam tuh..i memang la sukee curly fries tuh..sampai curik2 mr marwan punye..heheh..lepas makan kite shop the groceries..ps tuh balik umah..sok mr marwan cuti..ye la..maal hijrah kan..mr marwan tanye la tadi..ape azam taun baru islam neh..then i cakap la nak pakai tudung..mr marwan suke la..pas tuh i sambung nak pakai tudung once i da rasmi jadi fiance mr marwan..heheh..saje je wat gempak..huhuh..

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Idol..

semalam kat tuition i suruh my students wat mini essay bout themselve..i bagi la sume guide line nak wat mini essay tuh..plus the points..i cakap la kalo ade yg nak tambah,tambah je la..then one of my student,Afiq requested "teacher,can i write bout my idol?"..i cakap la bole je..then i teros tanye my students who is their idol..ade tuh,yg tataw pon nk idolize kan sape..i said,we also can idolize our own parents..tapi dalam ati i ckp huh kalo i memang x la nak idolize kan parent i..they are not good enuff..(abeda masok api neraka la aku)..like Aiman,he choose Christiano Ronaldo to be his idol..ps tuh i ckp la..dlm nak pilih idol kena tengok jugak dpd pelbagai espek..mebbi CR sgt handal maen bola but look at his attitude,sgt la buruk.CR seorg yg playboy,kaki pompuan (die pena kne gossip dgn paris hilton n lindsay lohan),minom arak n so on..like Adib n Hamid,they choose Ben 10..hurmmm,Ben 10 plk..Ben 10 memang la hero..well everybody know dat Ben 10 is just a cartoon..imagination from the creator..Ben 10 hanye khayalan semata-mata..as for Farah Izzah,she idolize Bella Swan from The Twilight Saga..goshh!!oke,i mmg la big fan of The Twilight Saga..but idolize the characters its not good weyh..Bella Swan,come on..nak idolize seorang yang mengejar cinta vampire,yg sanggup membahaya kan diri sendiri supaya orang yg die cintai tuh dapat kembali semula pada die,yg sanggup ketepikan her own family coz she wants so badly to be a vampire so dat she can live immortally n happily ever after with her beloved vampire boyfriend???hhhaaaaiiiihhhhh....then i pikir la balik..diorang tuh budak2 lagi..diorang mengidolakan sape2 yg diorang anggap cantik,handsome..or yg diorang nampak hebat n handal..even back in my childhood years pon i idolize orang yg ntah hape2 je..sampai sekarang pon,i think i dun have any particular idol..i prefer in dat way..hurmm..mebbi i anggap sume orang x perfact kot..

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

chill la..

td g tgk friendly match between perak fc n pkns selangor fc..i bkn la hape kan..nama pon friendly match..dun take it seriously la..bkn la i nak buruk2 kan pkns tuh but diorang maen seriously mcm bullshit..owh i wonder one thing..refree is from ipoh,linesman also from ipoh..supposedly advantage for perak fc la kan..neh bile players perak kena cantas dgn players pkns paling x pon tiup wisel je..then ade one accident tuh..refree tegur player pkns then player pkns melawan jerit2 kat refree neh..setau i la kan,football rules n regulation..kalo refree tego then player balas dgn cara yg kasar player tuh bole dpt red card..tp td refree tuh wat bodo tengin msok ayor je..then bile kejadian sama jd kat player perak..hambek kamu dpt kad merah..wat de hell is dat huh??nasib baek masok free je..tp lantak ahh..friendly match je pon..last2 perak kalah 0-1..wont affect anything..dis friday friendly match dgn selangor fc plk..wahh..musuh tradisi tuh..heheheh..

ADIL

as for me..bia la dunia neh tak adil kat i..tapi bile family yg besikap unfair..itu da melampau..i bengang dgn my mom..i dunno how to tell her to be fair to her children..i da ngamok2 smpai nanges2 pon haram la dia nak paham..anak bukan ramai pon..2 org je..sorang laki sorang pompuan..its not hard to be fair though..bile la nak berubah..umur makin tua..sampai bile la dia nk besikap unfair kat diri i neh..i pon tataw..i mintak duit kat dia nak beli henpon rm500 nak mintak lebih rm50 haram la dapat..i pon beli je la henpon yg harge kurang dpd rm500..dapat la i sebijik henpon yg bole anta mms,bole maen facebook,bole anta email n bole pm2 orang..abang i mintak rm500 nak beli henpon tak cukup mintak lagi rm400 bole je dia bagi..dapat la abang i beli henpon nokia harge rm800++ yg bole anta mms,bole maen facebook,bole anta email n bole pm2 orang plus yg ade wifi la yg ade gps la yg ade google map la..hhhooooiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhh...nape my mommy cant be fair??kalo bagi kat i rm500..bagi la kat abang yg bongak tuh pon rm500..x kurang n x lebih..dis is very unfair..sad i am..
**kalo mommy i bagi i pinjam rm900 i da dpt pakai blackberry da..hurmm~

Monday, December 14, 2009

Congratulation!!

a big congrats to malaysia's football team n FAM..also to the coach,k rajagopal..malaysia menang dgn laos 3-1 n will meet vietnam for the final match..wif malaysia's citizen prays,insyaallah we will win..

Tabahlah Teh Afifah Syahirah..

Tinggal kenangan Mohd. Ariff dan Teh Afifah selepas majlis akad nikah di Alor Setar, Kedah. (picture credit to Kosmo! Online) bru ari neh i bekesempatan nk menulis about a girl dat i mentioned above..Teh Afifah Syahirah Abd Hamid..nape i nk cite psl die?psl kegembiraan nye diragut dlm sekelip mate..bayangkn klo i or org laen kt tmpt die..i dun even know her but wat happened to her,i pon dpt rase..ble i bce paper n tgk gamba2 die sgt tenang pd hal die da kehilangan suami yg baru dikahwini nye xsmpai 4 jam pon..sedih nye..i ckp kt mr marwan wat happen if i yg ade kt tmpat die..then mr marwan said my life must go on without him..learn 2 live without him..hurmm..tataw la ape jd kt i klo i kt tmpt Teh Afifah..sbb i rse i over-depanding dgm mr marwan..wat wud my life means without mr marwan..i couldnt imagine dat..tp bak kate mommy ku regarding Teh Afifah's lost neh.."Allah ambk permate kecik kite utk bg permate yg lbh besa kt kite"..i believe in dat..ape pn,for Teh Afifah,i dunno u but a very deepest condolence for u n your family..Al-Fatihah for her late husband,Mohd Ariff.. (picture credit to Kosmo! Online)
News taken from Kosmo! Online. ALOR SETAR – “Arwah kata hendak balik cepat sebab hendak solat Jumaat di Perlis. Memang nampak kelainan pada arwah sebab semuanya dia hendak buat dengan cepat termasuk akad nikah.” Demikian cerita Siti Aishah Baharom, 58, ibu mentua kepada Mohd. Ariff Ab. Kadir, 23, yang maut dalam kemalangan ngeri di Kilometer 7, Jalan Kangar-Padang Besar, selepas menghadiri majlis akad nikah di rumah pengantin perempuan kelmarin. Menurut Siti Aishah, mereka terkilan kerana arwah menantunya itu tidak sempat melihat pelamin selepas majlis akad nikah berlangsung walaupun beberapa kali diajak oleh isterinya, Teh Afifah Syahirah Abdul Hamid, 23. “Pada hari itu juga, arwah kelihatan agak pendiam berbanding kebiasaan,” katanya yang masih sugul ketika ditemui di Taman Kancil Fasa 3 di sini semalam. Teh Afifah pula hanya sempat menjadi pengantin selama tiga jam apabila suaminya, Mohd. Ariff maut dalam kemalangan membabitkan sebuah kereta dan bas sekolah yang turut mengorbankan bapa dan ibunya, Ab. Kadir Awang, 53, Habsah Othman, 58, dan rakannya, Mohd. Farhan Musa, 18. Dalam pada itu, Siti Aishah memberitahu, Teh Afifah seperti tidak seronok beberapa hari sebelum majlis akad nikah dilangsungkan. “Anak perempuan saya ada cakap dia susah hati dan dia tidak lalu makan serta mengalami sakit badan beberapa hari sebelum itu. “Sebagai seorang ibu, saya dapat lihat wajah dia seperti tidak seronok seperti bakal pengantin lain. Mungkin itu petunjuk akan berlaku sesuatu, cuma kita sahaja yang tidak tahu takdir Allah,” ujarnya sedih.

hal kawen yg memeningkan kepale..

siyes..skrg ckp psl kawen je tension..tense..tense..and tense..maleh da nk ckp..ouuhh..mommy ku tade la larang if i nk kawen dlm mse yg tedekat neh..(mse tedekat neh means in 1 or 2 years)..last saturday my aunty dtg anta opah..then aunty i tuh tye la kt mommy ku itu.."besah,bole ke si mazni neh nk kawen neh?"..then mommy ku ckp.."kawen je la.kak neh klo takat nk sponser kenduri tuh bole la..tuh pn tade la nk wt besar2an..yg laen2 tuh pandai2 die la"..ouhhh..big thx to my beloved makcik timah coz die yg bg hint kt mommy ku..makcik timah i neh sporting taw..arituh kecoh2 i nk tunang die yg bli kn bju tunang i..bli kt medan plk tuh..huhuh..tp like i said b4 i neh plk yg mcm xready lg..at least lg 2 taun bole la kot.yg daddy ku plk mmg xkesah la i nk kawen ble2 pn asal kn i da abes blaja..ouh opah lg la ske cucu2 die kawen awl sbb die bole dpt cicit byk2..semlm mse kua dgn mr marwan i ckp la kt mr marwan yg i neh sbenanye klo bole maleh la nk wt pelamin..klo wt pn utk tngkp gmbo je sbb i malu nti org dok tgk i..ps tuh mr marwan ckp "hmm ye la..after dis b tayah la nk mengimpikan nk besanding ats pelamin dgn syg"..huh!ape kne dgn mr marwan neh..klo side i x wt pelamin wt la kt side die..wats the big deal??i plk yg sentap..i ckp la blk yg i cme malu je org tgk i..bkn nye i tamaw besanding..sbb nti klo nk tngkp gmba pn kne jgk ade ats pelamin..semlm pon discuss psl hal kawen neh keadaan jd tegang gile..sket2 betekak..siyal btol hal kawen neh..i ckp la kt mr marwan yg after dis jgn discuss da psl hal kawen neh..smpai la 6 month b4 the wedding or ble da betunang..huh..memening kn pale je..ouh semlm kua dgn mr marwan i request nk naek mto..lme gle xnaek mto sme2 dgn die..leh polok2..heheheh..lpk kt pdg epo je semlm..dpd kul 630 smpai la kul 10 bru blk..gile lme..nth hape la yg we'ol sembang..

padang epo,sunday 13/12/09 922pm..

Sunday, December 13, 2009

The Twilight Saga : Eclipse

This is the first teaser poster of The Twilight Saga : Eclipse Chek out this site www.eclipsethemovie.com

DRUGS

oh my.. you are my personal brand of drugs.. i am addicted to you to your smell.. to your scent.. you fascinate me.. you passionate me.. seriously,deeply cant live without you..

Saturday, December 12, 2009

semlm tingin mkn bnde kt seblh neh..tros ajk mr marwan g bli kt tgv..ps tuh jln2 dlm jj tuh smbil mkn popcorn..pelik je org tgk..misti dorg ckp 'apsal la bdk gemok neh bli popcorn tp xtgk wyg'..gmba seblh neh i mkn xabes so i kepit je la dgn penyepit tkot msok angin..heheheh..pstuh,mr marwan mcm pelik cket ari neh..xpenah2 nye die ajk i kua ptg2..ale2 ari neh die ajk i g mkn laksa kt polo..hooohh..dlm ati i bekate2 neh misti sok xdpt kua dgn i sbb die ade plan laen..tp ble i tnye die xjwb pon..so esok i still la nk ajk die kua..sbb weekend is ours..tade spe bley kaco..if td die bg taw i yg sok die ade plan bley jgk la i consider..tp td die diam je..klo sok tibe2 die ckp nk pegi sumwhere mmg la i ngamok..i kn suke ngamok xtntu psl..ouh opah i ade kt umh i skrg..dis monday or mebi 2morow my aunty dtg from kl..sbb nk discuss psl sumthing..td opah i nk durian..tp musim durian pn da abes..cian opah i tingin nk mkn tp xdpt..sok la i try carik lg kot2 ade..da la..mlm neh i wt movie marathon..daaa~

Bagaimana jika......

......anda tidak tahu yg husband anda menderita sakit barah hati..husband anda yg paling anda sayang itu sembunyikan penyakit itu daripada anda..penyakit husband anda semakin teruk..di suatu malam,husband anda pulang lewat daripada kerja..anda sudah tertidur..ketika anda tidur husband anda membisikkan kata2 maaf sebelum husband anda menghembuskan nafas yg terakhir..seolah-olah tiada lagi hari esok..sedang dia membisikkan kata2 itu,tiba2 penyakitnya datang menyerang dan husband anda batuk2 sampai keluar darah..anda pun tersedar dari lena..sedar2 tgk suami anda sudah separuh nyawa..sampai di hospital dokter memberitahu anda yg husband anda sudah tiada harapan untuk hidup lagi..ketika itu husband yang disayangi itu terlantar lemah di atas katil hospital bertarung dengan nyawa..anda sangat sedih melihatnya sehingga anda tertidur disisinya..keesokan paginya,kalian sama2 tersedar..tak lama kemudian penyakit husband anda datang menyerang lagi..kali ini lebih teruk sehinggakan hatinya sudah pecah di dalam..dengan kesakitan,bertarung dengan maut,darah dah melimpah ruah..tiba2 husband anda menjerit SAYANGGGGGGGG!!!!!apa yang anda akan rasa..itulah yang saya tengok dlm SELAMAT PAGI CINTA kat astro citra tadi..hurmmmm~

Friday, December 11, 2009

early in the morning..

ari neh pagi2 lg i da smpai kindergarten..i bukak kindergarten ari neh coz mrs bos ade hal..i bwk bekal bubur yg i masak semlm..sedap woo..wlaupon mommy ku ckp masin cket..bbuurrpp~bru lps makan bubur..time2 coti neh bdk2 yg ade kt kindergarten neh bdk2 daycare je la..i aja tuition from monday to wednesday je..today je i dtg sbb mrs bos ade hal..jp g mak cik ha dtg i blk la..misti la bosan kn..sbb tuh i bwk lappy..bley men sims..lalala..

Thursday, December 10, 2009

sesekali ku rase teringin..la..la..la..la..

poyo je kn?hihihih..i tingin btol nk mkn bubur nasik mlm neh..so,dgn skill masakan yg xsemenggah neh i pon start la msk bubur yg simple itu..i tade la msk beria sgt..santan pon xbubuh..i pkai cube aym megi tuh je pon..tumis bawang putih n bawang merah serta halia..taruk ayam n carrot..tuh je..simple kn?wlaupon simple tp nk tggu bubur neh msk sgt la lme..ye la nk tggu beras tuh kembang..maw nye sejam setgh..ape ade hal..nk mkn pye psl..

rebus beras..

halia,bawang merah n bawang putih nk tumis nti..

pkai cube ayam megi je..hihih..

bla..bla..bla..

im not feeling well..flu la..saket pale la..(ouh b im missing u)..huhuh..probably neh baby piqa la yg memindah kn virus berkenaan..hihih..2day bgun sgt lmbt coz last nyte ym-ing wif my old friend,hanif suleiman until 4 am..we went to same school back in peneng years..thx again to facebook yg menemukan kembali 2 sahabat lme neh..its been 10 years..tgk pic laen gile..owh,skrg die study kt russia.awek pon dpt awek russia..(sbb tuh la ym pon lmbt2 coz semlm kt mesia kul 2am while in russia is 8pm)..baguih hang neh anep..advance da mamat tuh..dlu g skola pkai kopiah je..we are bestfriend kot..from standart one we are in the same class..i lost contact dgn die after i pindah la..then semlm jmpe kt fb blk..i hepiii..then dis morning,lg sorg add i..sara hanis..kteorg pon 1 class jgk mse kt sksj ii..i sukee la sbb i da byk jmpe kwn2 lme i..mebbi one day i nk wt gathering utk kwn2 sksj ii i..misti heppening sbb sume pon muka da laen2..badan pon da laen2..(as anep claimed im not as chubby as now when in primary school)..hihih..hhhaaaaaccchhhhoooooooommmmm!!da la..bersin je..

Saya juga manusia biasa..

percayalah yg saya juga hanya manusia biasa..yg sering melakukan kesilapan..yg lupa pada batasan..yg sentiasa melakukan dosa tanpa disedari atau disedari.. tapi, kenapa saya perlu di 'discriminate' kan.. saya tidak bertudung litup, tidak bermakna saya tidak cintakan Islam..tidak juga bermakna saya tidak pernah menghadap Allah..saya tidak bertudung litup, tapi saya masih tahu tanggungjawab saya yg satu itu..(walaupun kadang2 saya lewat melaksanakannya).. saya bukanlah seorang yg sgt rebellious..(even though i used to act like one in my early years of teenage life)..tapi kenapa kalian menganggap saya sedemikian? hanya kerana saya selalu bertikam lidah dengan kalian lalu kalian meletakkan saya di dalam golongan itu..reason being, saya juga mahu keadilan untuk diri saya.. tidakkah kalian tahu yg saya juga tidak putus2 berdoa supaya saya juga boleh mula bertudung litup seperti anda, menjadi muslimin dan muslimah sejati seperti anda..tapi siapa saya utk mempersoalkan kerja Nya jika saya masih belum diberi cahaya dari Nya? tolonglah fahami saya..sedikit sahaja..saya tidak meminta lebih..saya juga ingin menangis di waktu malam hanya kerana saya rindukan Dia..saya ingin mulut saya menyebut namaNya sehingga saya tidur..tapi apa daya saya, Dia masih belum mengizinkan diri saya untuk selalu menyebut namaNya dan merindukanNya.. percayalah, saya juga mahu berusaha sehabis baik supaya nama saya juga boleh disebut-sebut ketika family gathering..maklumlah, saya hanya graduan sijil dari politeknik sahaja..tiada apa yg boleh dibanggakan..berbanding dengan sepupu2 saya yg lain baik dari sebelah mak atau abah..(kak lia dan kak ija from mommy's side..fatin, abg ijai, kak yan, abg wan dan ija from daddy's side)..saya juga ada keinginan utk belajar sampai peringkat yg tertinggi..saya cuma minta kalian memahami saya yg saya mahu take it slow..saya bukanlah bijak seperti sepupu2 saya itu, tapi saya masih ada keinginan utk sambung belajar.. itu sahaja yang saya minta daripada kalian.. terima kasih..

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

siblings rival..

even we fight.. even we argue.. but.. we still love each other..

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

w.o.r.k.s

btol sangkaan i..org yg cbe nk menjatuh kn bos i tuh org yg kje kt dlm tuh jgk..td hawa dtg tadika..owh,hawa is the former teacher there..dorg sembang2 la..i abes aja tuition pn lpk la skali kt front desk tuh..my bos iaitu kak nurul pn cite la sume kt hawa..oke,i da segan da nk sbut nme org tuh sbb kompem btol org nye..org tuh ialah mkcik ti,penjage nursery kt tadika neh..mmg da byk kli sbena nye i nmpk die wt mcm2 kt kids n babies..n pena skali tuh..mse tuh kak nurul bwk we all bke pose kt tower regancy..mkcik ti neh teserempak la dgn kwn die..tyme tuh die bwk zara skali..i pn nk g la kt die nk ambk zara..ps tuh i tedgr mcm die ckp kt kwn die tuh "nurul neh laen mcm cket,dgn bdk die taleh"..i mcm senyap je la..mne la i taw ape yg mkcik ti tuh ckp sbena nye..kn i pena mention kt post i b4 dis yg mkcik ti neh pena bg taw i yg kak nurul ske pukul2 kids..tp yg sbena nye i yg salu nmpk die wt cm tuh..i bru je join krista 3bln..klo i bg taw kak nurul or mengadu kt kak nurul kak nurul pn mcm teagk2 nk pecaye kt i..i pn senyap kn je la..tp kak nurul sedar jgk ahh yg mkcik ti neh wt perangai..i mmg la baek dgn mkcik ti tuh..tp i tade la nk trime bulat2 ape yg die wt..reason being i xbg taw kt kak nurul sbb i tkot die xcye kt i..so skrg kak nurul pn da taw..mkcik ti tuh pn xkje da kt tadika..now i know why kak nurul hold mkcik ti pye gji..b4 end og semester ari tuh..kak nurul ubah meja mengadap ke kitchen..igt kn sje2 la die ubh..tp td die ckp sbb die leh la nmpk ke arah kitchen klo ubh meja cm tuh..i sbena nye byk kli je nmpk mkcik ti neh wt mcm2 kt kids taw..yg obvious,ble shameera berak then on de way nk ke toilet tuh i nmpk mkcik ti neh tunjal2 pale shameera tuh..then,akil kn ske nanges.ble i toleh je tmpt laen i nmpk mkcik ti neh mcm cubit2 kt peha si akil neh.then ble i toleh blk kt akil dan2 la mkcik ti neh ckp "akil ske klo org maen2 kt celah peha die"..like wat de hell..ble ade lebam ke kesan pkul ke mkcik ti neh akn ckp kak nurul yg wt..mmg ade 1 ari tuh mkcik ti ckp yg kak nurul tuh ala2 dera syadiya..mmg x ahh..klo la btol kak nurul dera syadiya,bdk tuh akn jd takot klo nmpk org yg dera die..dats why i said..im not blind..ckp la mcm mne pn kt i..bwk la cite mcm mne pn kt i..i ble baza kn..da mkck ti neh once hasut2 i suh crik kje laen..hhaaaiiihhh...mcm2 la..

Monday, December 07, 2009

Engagement..

waahhh..igt bnde kecik ke engagement tuh..ble da engage responsibility die kecik cket je dpd kawen..org2 ckp..tyme engage neh la mcm2 dugaan dtg..ade yg smpai teputus la sbb xtahan dgn dugaan tuh..past 2 month da 5 kli da mr marwan ajk tie the knot..i plk yg mcm takut2 skrg neh..tp bkn nye i x sure bout dis relationship..cme nth la..dlu ble da msok 2nd year couple i yg beiye2 ajk mr marwan betunang..but at dat tyme mr marwan plk yg tanak..mr marwan ckp gji tyme tuh mcm xckup..pd hal gji sekrg lg cket dpd gji dlu..ade claim pn lmbt bru approve..ye la,skrg mr marwan kje dgn government..dlu kje dgn company surveyor swasta gji mr marwan tggi cmpur dgn claim mcm2..i tot mebbi skrg mr marwan rse die da kje dgn gov so die rse secure dgn kje die wlaupon gji xtggi mcm dlu..
both mr marwan n i mmg xtakot pn nk kawen muda..like wat our parents told us..kawen muda neh ade advantage n disadvantage nye la..i mmg xriso kewangan in married life coz i know how mr marwan organize his money..at least skrg pon i da taw nk manage kn duit i..xmcm dlu i tesgt la boros..igt dlu tyme stdy,kptm msok rm1500 abes seari cm gitu je..skrg,gji i yg xbpe nk byk tuh pn ckup sebln ciap bley bayo bil2 i sndri lg..skrg,mr marwan ckp nk tuka kete..mr marwan tingin nk pkai alza..he said,skrg bli kete besa then da kawen senang la tayah nk pk nk bli kete besa da..kteorg kn nk anak rmai..heheh..
back to the engagement topic..aunty syema said..klo bab hantaran tuh..tayah la sume pn nk bg brg branded..tgk kemampuan kite kt mne n the most important jgn nk show off kt org..then mr marwan i decide..from his side..juz parfum,shoe,handbeg je bg brg yg agk branded..tade la nk bg brg yg super-branded like versace ke gucci ke lv ke..juz brand2 yg mcm dkny ke guess ke elle ke gaultier ke..brand yg affordable..make up pn i mtk elianto je..da survey da dgn fatin ari tuh..from my side plk..i nk bg parfum jgk n loefer n belt set..i rse klo brg2 tuh je yg bg branded cket budget ckup la..klo parfum budget dlm rm280 per set..shoes pn rm250 per pair..handbeg pn klo guess rm250 da dpt cantek2 jgk..make up elianto 1 set bru rm100..kdg2 belt n purse dtg in 1 set..ari tuh tgk pierre cardin murah gle kt jj..rm99..ps tuh..hantaran yg laen2 tuh mommy ku n daddy ku bley la support kn..ala..biskut2,choco2,buah2 je kn..heheheh..ps tuh kn mr marwan n i ckp nk bg hantaran gadjets..mcm i,i mtk kt mr marwan blackberry yg i nk x dpt2 tuh..ala da murah da skrg neh..da ratus2 da pn..huhuh..mr marwan plk mtk laptop yg bley pusing2 skrin die tuh..hooiihh..mampos i..kunduri pn sme..klo agk duit mcm tade tayah la nk wt 3 ari 3 mlm..tayah nk show off sgt..btol x?
plan mmg la da plan..lme da plan..ari tuh ciap da list down dlm kertas wif fatin lg..heheh..cme skrg i mcm takot2 plk..mcm mne nk bg taw mommy ku eh..mommy ku pena ckp kt i suh kje setaun dlu after abes blaja..then bru la nk pk psl tunang ke kawen ke..mommy ku e2 maw merase duit gji i dlu..but wat if i break the law dat u made mommy?heheh..nti la..i bg hint from tyme 2 tyme..hhaaaiihh..nex year misti nk tunang neh so the following year bley la i kawen..da gatai sgt da i dgn mr marwan neh..hehehe..kate nk anak rmai..kne la kawen awl kn..huhuh..
l0ve,

Sunday, December 06, 2009

spending my day with u..

oouuhh..how i love spending my day wif u mr marwan..u bwk la i g mne2 pon i sukeee je..heheh..jnji dpt spend time wif u..like 2day..kite pegi yik fong jp..mr marwan nk bli dvd n cd ps..i plk dok usha2 bju..but,taw la yik fong..bju ape je pn yg ade..bju2 utk bdk2 bru nk up byk la..ps tuh we went to ip..kt c2 mr marwan nk crik sua pndek plk..tgh dok usha2 sua pndek mr marwan n kasut hantaran (kasut hantaran???) mr marwan ckp.."yang,nk bju ke..ambk la mne2..b blnje"..waaahhhh..i suke nyeeee..tp usha dlm parkson xcntik la..i neh da mmg nk sgt2 bju kotak2..tp salu tade saiz taw..free saiz pon mcm saiz s je..taw la i neh gemok..fashion world is not fair..huhuh..last2 jmpe kt map..free saiz die fit la kt i..ciap over-sized lg..i suukeee..hrge die murah je..tgh mega sale kn..rm25.90 je..kaler purple..bley pkai dgn tight sbb die labuh..pkai dgn jeans pon cantek je..dats why la i suke taw kua dgn u hubby..mr marwan neh xpena broke even da ujung bln..every weekend kua dgn i ade je bnde mr marwan bli..bru last thursday bli parfum dkny..urm tp xpe la..u x broke,i pon senang..heheh..misti ade org jeles dgn kteorg kn..ye la..bkn sume couple dpt kua every weekend..n bkn sume bf yg x curang..im so so so SO glad yg mr marwan sgt bkn kaki pompuan..mr marwan xpena cheating psl pompuan..mebbi sbb mr marwan sgt pemalu dgn pompuan..kre i lucky jgk ahh..xmcm other girls yg terang2 nmpk kecurangan bf sndri but still xmaw make a move..coward mebbi?or afraid of loosing dignity..or mebbi diri sndiri tuh ske ati di saket kn..hurrmmm..lantak la deme..jnji mr marwan n i hepi..my little brother once asked me how often im feeling hepi wif mr marwan..then i told my little brother.."i feel hepi everyday..not all day everyday..but still i feel hepi everyday being wif ur future brother in law"..then my little brother gelak..ape yg i cube nk bg taw kt adik i ialah..i hepi dgn mr marwan..mmg bkn sepjg ari tp i ttp hepi besme mr marwan..mksud bkn sepjg ari tuh mebbi la ade ari yg kiteorg gado..n dat moment mmg la i xhepi kn..but still dlm dok gado2 tuh i ttp rse hepi being wif mr marwan..ouuhh how i wish dat my little brother could b a perfact boyfriend towards his lovely dibba..fatin n i always told him 2 b a good boy..ape yg elok kt kteorg bole la ekot..ape yg buruk opkos la jgn ekot..mebbi he dunno how much fatin n i loves him..bcos he is our only little brother..oke..enuff said bout dat..kt bwh neh pic2 my hepi sunday.heheheh..
in the car..itam nye i..xabes lg sunburn g lost world ari tuh..
suke beno sengih2..mcm hensem..huhu..
baju kotak2 tersebut..
sje je nk ltk..hubby mse on the way g course kt terengganu ari tuh..
l0ve,

yay!!

i hepi gle sbb broadband i da sihat..huhuh..kn da kate..modem nye problem..bley la dgn comfort nye online kt uma..xpyh lg nk pegi wifi2 neh..huhuh..nti nk upload gmba2 rye aji ari tuh..tp nti la..i nk kua dgn mr marwan neh..bubye!!

Thursday, December 03, 2009

another problem..

hurm..mcm mne i nk cite ye..ni my little brother yg cite kt i..haiihh adik i tuh..tataw simpan rahsia kot..or mebi die mcm xlarat nk tanggung sebuah cite kecurangan..hahaha..poyo je..cite die mcm neh..ade sumone cite kt die..bf si gf neh mcm ala2 curang gitu..sumone da mms pictures kecurangan kt si gf neh..but still gf tuh nk lg kt si bf tuh..like,ko-wt-la-salah-mcm-mne-pon-ak-still-cinta-ko-sampai-mati..i rse mebbi la kot nape adik i tuh rse mcm geram2 cket..my brother thought nape si gf tuh nk stay lg dgn si bf neh pd hal mcm2 da si bf neh wt kt si gf..n dats the reason being my little brother cite kt i..i mls nk komen ape2 i juz dgr je ble my little brother told me last nite..haaiihh yg si pencerita tuh pn..adik i tuh kecik lg kot..i takot mempengaruhi die plk sbb tgk bnde2 yg buruk dpn mata..tp xsalah si pencerita tuh jgk la..mebbi at dat tyme si pencerita tuh rse tension n nobody nk luah kn last2 teluah kt my brother..
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enuff bout dat silly problem..smpai ke ari neh i online kt kopitiam lg..i couldnt reach the celcom operator..bengang pon ade neh..i da settle sume bill but yet line i ade prob lg..mkne sah2 la modem yg problem kn..saket nye ati..i ni da la tgn salu gatal2 nk blogging..heheheh..tggu dis friday la g centre wif hubby..owh yes,semlm kul 3 pg hubby smpai epo..i miss him damn much smpai ptg karang ajk jmpe..owh hubby..u tataw mcm mne i rindu kt u..bru u pegi 2 ari taw..mebbi sbb i rse jauh kot..mmg la jauh..kt terengganu tuh..td pg kn..hubby ckp nk g tgk new moon lg skali sbb mse die tgk tuh die xpaham lngsung..tuh la b..spe suh xtgk twilight..kn da xpaham..i plk,ble da tgk kt wyg mls da la nk tgk cite yg sme 2 kli..mcm membazir duit plk..mmg la bkn duit i..mcm transfomers ari tuh pn hubby ajk tgk 2 kli..pd hal bley je kn tggu dvd..then bley plk hubby ckp klo bli dvd pirate subtitle bm tunggang langgang..hahahah..mmg btol pn..i suh je hubby bce ebook twilight saga yg hubby donlod kt i tuh..die ckp lg la die xpaham..ape2 je la mr hubby..duit u,bkn duit i..heheh..

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

New Moon

oke..at last i dpt tgk jgk..last nite g dgn hubby..hubby cm biase la..ale2 nk g jauh2 misti bg bnde or wt bnde yg dpt meng-hepi kn i sepjg ketiadaan die tuh..dis tyme hubby pegi course kt terengganu..2 days woo..misti ahh rse lme..wlau pon 2 days je..mebi sbb jauh kot..so kli ni hubby pegi jauh i x mntk die bli kn i sumthing mcm last tyme die g jauh i mntk die bli kn crocs..but i ajk die tgk new moon..mmg la best..suddenly i mcm tejatuh cinta dgn jacob black plk..siyesly..dlu mse dlm twilight i x hirau kn die pn..even mse i bce novel twilight saga klo ade je cite psl bella n jacob i mcm skip2 gitu..sbb rse xpnting..fact is i xske jacob langsung..tp lps tgk new moon tbe2 i mcm tesuke plk kt jacob..why ahh?heheh..ok..i paling ske dgn make up the cullens..pale die more real compare dgn twilight dlu..lg,all the scenes dgn volturi tuh..tp, i tade la nk bg 5 stars..mebbi sbb i bce novel new moon so i mcm expect more la..dlm movie byk scene2 yg best dlm novel die x ltk..i bg 3 n a half stars kot..heheh..
enuff bout new moon..2day i online kt kopitiam lg..lunch skali..urmmm..for 2 days neh hubby tade dlm epo..ade course kt terengganu..i xske la hubby g jauh..tp xpe la..keje kn..bout my broadband,i da baya bil da..tgk sok klo x ok i call center la..bout my works,during school holiday neh i aja tuition..my class is getting bigger..da ade 7 org da..ok la tuh..i aja english n math je..dats all 4 now..i off to my home n i want 2 sleep..huhuh..

Monday, November 30, 2009

p.r.o.b.l.e.m

bkn nye problem ape pon..broadband i je yg problem nye..its been a week da x dpt nk connect..neh pon tgh wifi kt kopitiam..(lpk wif my bff irra yg i tggu x dtg2)..bpk bosan ahh tade tenet kt umh..hubby ckp modem pye problem..tp i rse sbb i late due payment..heheh..sbb i bru je teigt last month i skip payment sbb budget tesasar wt bday mommy ku ari tuh..heheh..hubby ckp lg,xkn la lewat sebln die tros ptong..gile kedekot ahh celcom..e2 yg i mls nk call centre lg tuh..sok i g baya dlu..if xdpt connect jgk bru i call centre..byk neh nk cite..nk upload gmba lg..owh yes,i da start aja tuition..i aja bdk drjah 4 n 5..math n english only..i rse tuh je la kot..taleh nk tulis pjg2..xcomfort ahh blogging kt public..rse sume org tgh tgk i je..heheh..letter2 keyh!

Monday, November 23, 2009

U.O.X

i bru pkai UOX..heheh..so outdated i am..huhuh..kwn2 i yg laen pkai UOX mse sem 2 kt poly lg..dorg dtg wt promotion..tp i bli UOX neh pkai ic fatin..coz i dunno who use my ic..i bli kt giant..tp mse i bli check balance expired date x extand..so td i g centre utk extand kn smpai 2014..nice one..klo x smpai 2013 je..huhu..i pkai UOX neh sbb hubby pon ade pkai jgk..so klo crdt mxs abes bley gk ahh msg pkai celcom kn since expired date pon lmbt..lg pn i suke sbb i bley update,bce notification or comment facebook i dgn hnye rm1 per week..murah kn?klo mxs pn sejam da rm2..i g td dgn fatin..then g ip coz fatin pn nk bli diamond ltk kt hp die..i yg wt kn..heheh..tp mcm xcntik je i wt..sbb surface hp tuh susa..hp seK810i..mmg susa ahh..camera die kn tolak trun..nk wt lobang tuh susa woo.. front view.. full view.. left view.. right view..

Sunday, November 22, 2009

weekend ku..

++saturday++ pg2 kul 730 da tecangak kt hall skola rndah rpt setia..ape lg..4 the concert la..huhuh..owh bru i taw mak puan bos cekgu besa skola tuh..utk concert neh kn family puan bos yg cater kn..sdp catering family puan bos..heheh..ey,did i mention i was the emcee..eheheh..yeah..i was the emcee 4 dat concert..hurmm..kids ble da ade parents dpn mate mmg la mengade laen mcm cket..ouuhh i geram..mse rehearsal sgt la elok..ble tyme concert tunggang langgang..part fashion show,si mimi tamaw pkai doctor outfit sbb die tgk aqilah pkai flower girl outfit then die pon nk pkai princess outfit..smpai nanges2 tamaw pkai..last2 xnaek pon..else..ok la dpd tade kn..start kul 9..kul 10 lbey cm tuh da abes..kul 11 i da bla blk umah..dis week neh mmg hubby plan nk g mandi mande pon..hubby nk g ulu kenas kt kk..smbil tuh hubby nk g umah loq..nk tgk kot2 ade durian lg..dis week plk fatin blk..so ajk la fatin n daniel skali..kul 2 lbey grk..grk lmbt sbb danny g jmpe gf die dlu..then smpai kk kul 330 cm tuh ahh..tros g umah loq..loq bwk g dusun..tp durian da tade..rmbutan byk lg..fatin neh gle rambutan..so fatin n i pon msok la semak nk kutip rmbutan tuh..skali pacat da naek kaki ii da..nsib baek la xsmpat gigit lg..i da melompat-lompat..fatin pon kelam kabut lari kua dpd semak..last2 danny yg msok n petik rambutan cmpak kt kteorg then kteorg smbut pkai payung gilir2..heheh..mcm2 aksi..xlarat nak gelak..mcm org gile..lps abes sume bru g ulu kenas..tyme smpai ulu kenas tuh ujan agk heavy..tp blasah jgk trun mndi..kaki cecah je air ujn stop..hahah..daulat x daulat la kteorg neh..heheh..mndi pnye mndi smpai la kul 620 bru naek..tuka2 bju pe sume..then gerak blk epo..sblm smpe umah g giant dlu mkn..pstuh bru la blk..da smpai umh tros g umah obek nana..urgghh..i hate date tp tepakse g sbb kne pakse..lpk jp..ps tuh blk..
ni kt umh loq..da mcm infoternak da umh loq neh..byk beno kambeng nye.. yeah we love each other..nobody can separate us..even u 'man'.. gaye menangkap rambutan..n hasil yg x seberapa..tukang tangkap : maz n fatin..tukang baling : danny.. kongkang si fatin..
kongkang si mazni.. oouuhh paparazi~ lemas2.. tngkap gmba nk gaye ala2 america's next top model aje..poyo..heheh.. aksi2 ketike mndi mnde.. ++sunday++ kul 1130 da kne g umah obek nana 4 the kenduri..urghh..mmg from the beginning i xpuas ati..smpai la ari knduri pon i xbepuas ati..saket mate i tgk..tp nti la i story..pjg sgt..kul 3 bru blk..smpai umah smpat tdo jp 15mnit..fatin ajk g parade pg nye but hubby agreed fatin plk xleh g sbb saket pale..so i kua je la ngn hubby..g hospital..tgk kimi..setelah bebpe kli tetangguh..dpt jgk i tgk die..hurmm..sedey la i tgk die..mse bru2 kimi eksiden g tgk kt hospital serdang hubby yg nanges iye2..ye la..kimi kn besfren hubby..dpd sem 1 lg smpai abes poli asek sme2 je..ni td tgk kt hospital epo i plk yg nk nages..tp tade la nanges..sedey je..badan mmg susut..last tyme i jmpe die sblom die eksiden tuh bdn die mmg tembam..mse die bru eksiden pn i g tgk die kt hospital serdang badan die maintain lg..but td..kurus gile..da la mse i dtg jenguk die tyme tuh la nurse nk sedut kahak..saket taw..smpai getar2 kaki die..tp da byk la sehat nye..tgn n kaki da bley gerak..da bley dok ats kerusi roda pn..tp leher still kne pkai bnde tuh,bnde ape nth name nye..kimi taleh nk kua suare sbb dkt bwh halkum die tebuk lubang..jenuh jgk la i nk bce gerak bibir die td..i hope he will recover soon..aminn..lps tgk kimi g bli dvd hubby....pstuh g maen kejo2 jp then blk umah..mlm g mekdi dgn fatin..blk umh..cik nasir dtg lepak umh..ye ahh obek bidi pon ade cni..lepak sembng2 la..dats my weekend..huhuh..

plz pray 4 kimi..hope he will get well soon..amin..

Friday, November 20, 2009

senang nak menjatuhkan orang..

i sgt cian kt bos i..byk org dengki kt dia..ni bru bkk kindergarten..blom lg bisnes tuh besar2an..nth la..nme pon manusia kn..mne bley ttp mulut nye..bru2 neh ade officer from jkm dtg inspect kindergarten..klo tade org complain..tade nye officer tuh dtg nk inspect..ni msti la ade org complain..da la mse tuh amier haziq lebam kt bwh mate die..tp bkn jatuh kt tadika pon..jtuh kt umah..twin die yg tolak..i nmpk officer tuh check 1 badan amier..officer tuh igt kot org kt kindergarten neh kot yg dera die..i heran..''org yg bekenaan'' nk pihak kindergarten neh layan kids neh mcm mne lg?xpyh kne mara lngsung ke..wt salah,nakal,xwt homework,xreti bace tayah la nk mara..org yg bekeje in education field neh..klo da mara msti la mara dgn niat utk mendidik..igt saje2 plk nk mara ank dorg tuh..pk la cket..ade je org2 nk ckp yg bos i neh pukul anak die la,e2 la eni la..come on la people..klo ko tanak anta ank ko kt kindergarten tuh tayah la anta..but plz jgn wt fitnah n ske2 ati nk tabur pasir kt periuk nsik org crik rezeki..ape2 pon,ni sume fate..yg kt ats tuh da tntu kn sume..DIA yg nmpk segale2nye..fitnah la mcm mne pon,DIA yg bg rezeki..urm..i mcm dpt agk ahh sape yg dok jaja cite2 xbtol psl bos i tuh..org dlm jgk..sbb ari tuh pon si polan tuh mcm bkk cite kt i..wlaupon die cite kt i bnde buruk psl bos i neh..i ade mata..i bley tgk ape yg jd kt kindergarten..im not blind oke..tp nth la..mebbi si polan tuh xpuas ati psl sumthing ke..who knows..mcm yg i observe..bos i sgt la penyabar..i salu je dtg lmbt..tp die penah tego skali je..keji kn i..pekeje xbehemah lngsung..pstuh ari tuh bos i bkk cite yg ade parents yg lari tamaw baya fees..pon die diam..ermm..i juz pray la yg everything will go smoothly..i pn crik rezeki jgk kt c2..aminnn..

bile budi tidak dibalas..

ok..b4 i story..kt bwh neh chat between me n kazen fatin in gtalk bout 'dat'..

Fatin Mardiyah Mahadi

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11:17 PM me: kol blk
Fatin: jap
jepa ngah kol ak
11:18 PM me: ewww

11 minutes
11:29 PM me: ak agk bengang la dgn obek nana..

18 minutes
11:48 PM Fatin: knape kah?
11:49 PM me: jp
cm neh..
Fatin: new moon kuar 28/11
me: psl knduri adk die la..
11:50 PM Fatin: hah
knape ngan kenduri adik dier
(gaye ckp cm heliza syurga cinta)
me: bpk ak did mention yg die akn blk..
but juz utk msk nsik je..
yg obek nana neh bsing..
11:51 PM ckp bpk ak mungkir jnji la hape la..
ape die xpk ke org laen pn ade kje len jgk..
tuh pn kre ok la bpk ak dpt blk..
11:52 PM da la tgh bln salu org fama dtg kutip cili..
ps tuh..
abes sume la die nk ungkit..
bout kebaikan yg penah die wt kt kteorg..
ak jd bengang la..
sbb neh pnce mak bpk ak gdo..
mmg la xgdo beso mne pon..
11:53 PM but still gdo..
ko ske tgk parents ko gdo?
x kn?
Fatin: haish
me: die ckp lg..
Fatin: ak dh berpengalaman tgk dah
me: "xkn nk suh mimi wt kje?"
"die kn pngkt besa,gji tggi"
Fatin: sbb mimi 2 kawen ngan anak dtuk ke?
11:54 PM dh nme knduri wyh
me: like wat de hell??
Fatin: klu kire pangkat
me: ni knduri adk bradk kot..
Fatin: xyah wat knduri
igt kami2 neh hamba kuli ke?
me: gji ko besa..ko ade pngkt..then adk bradk ko kawen ko tayah la nk tlg?
11:55 PM len cite ahh klo cik mimi yg ckp cm tuh..
neh pbek nana yg ckp cm tuh..
*obek
yg si tua tuh pn xbley ke nk ambk katering laen?
nk suh mak bpk ak jgk msk
11:56 PM len la klo bpk ak fully kje dgn die
ley la die nk kuli kn bpk ak..
cm siyal
Fatin: mne ko twu neh?
mak ko citer??
me: byo pn xbyk mne..
then mak ak ckp..
bkn mak ak cite
11:57 PM then mak ak ckp..
sbb ak mention psl byaran yg dorg bg..
mak ak ckp..
dis tyme..
septot nye die xnk pon trime byrn..
sbb ni knduri adk bradk..
mak ak bley ckp cm tuh
ak lg bengang..
11:58 PM xnk bekire duit??
mak ak tuh mmg la x baek..
but when it comes to adk beradk mak ak xbekire kot..
xkre la side spe..
side mak ak ke..
side bpk ak ke..
11:59 PM tp ble da obek nana ckp cm neh..
bkn nye mak ak mara kt obek nana..
mak ak mara dgn bpk ak..
kre mak ak ckp bpk ak yg besalah
agk2 la..
12:00 AM klo bpk ak tuh goyang kaki je..
ak pon bengang ble die ckp nk tlg msk nsik je..
ni bpk ak nun kt mlake nun..
bkn nye kt epo..
12:01 AM yg plg ak xbley bla ble die ungkit2 la..
pantang btol ak org da wt baek then kite xpat nk bls die ungkit bnde baek yg die pnh wt kt kite..
12:02 AM Fatin: saba2......
ak xtwu nk ckp ape lgik dh....
12:03 AM me: rse mcm nk boikot sume knduri die pon ade gk neh..
12:04 AM Fatin: jgn cmtu.....
igt...kite pon ade kenduri gak nnt....
biar dier nk ckp ape maz
org leh twu mne butl mne salah
me: hah lg 1..
Fatin: xkan sume bnda y dier ckp 2 btul jek...
me: she did mention yg die nk sponser hantaran ak nti..
ble da jd cm neh..
ak x crave pon duit die..
12:05 AM nth2..
ble ak da ade ank nti..
die nk ungkit plk yg die pnh sponser kawin ak..
Fatin: dah2
jgn pk bruk kt org
biar org pk buruk kt kite
sampai bile je la dier nk cmtu
12:06 AM mak ak pon ckp cmtu
mmg dri dulu dorg cmtu...
sbb 2 ak....ape2 knduri pon ak trun
klu ak xsuke ak ckp direct jek
xde mase nk segan2 nk tkut2 ngan obek nana
dorg 2 kite xleh boikot
dri boikot
baik ko ckp sinis skali
12:07 AM abaikan je org cmtu...
xde pekdah pon skit2 hati ngan org cmtu
12:08 AM me: e2 la psl..
abai kn je da..
12:09 AM Fatin: wat serabut otak ngan org cmtu
baik ko pk psal bnda lain lgik bgus
hahahahahaha
12:10 AM ak nk update blog
me: tp still ade bengang jgk
Fatin: tp mlas nk menaip
nk upload gmba je la kowt
me: ce klo die kate kt bpk ko..
sure ko bengang jgk..
gmba ape?
Fatin: mengata la pasal bapak ak.....
psal mak aku ke
12:11 AM bengang 2 mesti ade
tp ape de hal
ko nye mulut
org leh judge la sape y bruk
ahhahahahahahaha
me: huh..ari neh je da bpe entry da ak wt..
Fatin: hahahahahahahah
nnt ahh
esok abes paper kowt ak update
hiihihihihi
12:12 AM me: mcm la ko begitu rjin..
Fatin: esok ak sgt rajin
12:13 AM me: apsal?
12:14 AM Fatin: hahahahahhaha
byk nk bercerita....
12:15 AM blog je la tmpat meluah
KAH KAH KAH

29 minutes
12: 44 AM Fatin: radhie pm ak
weeeeeeee~~~~~ ********************ok..serious shit i bangang dgn bnde neh..i xske btol klo org da wt baek dgn org then klo org tuh xdpt nk bls jase die akn ungkit blk kebaikan yg die penah wt kt org tuh..eee...keji btol org cm neh..i curse them..really..mcm la org bekenaan xpenah susa..ni la prob nye klo org susa da jd senang..i pon pelik dgn perangai mommy ku n aunty syema..mcm takot sgt dgn obek nana tuh..owh ya..obek nana tuh aunty i..obek is panggilan 4 baweans..nth hape yg deme takot kn kt si tua tuh..mmg la die salu bg mcm2 kt kteorg..ble raye ke hape ke..tp kteorg xpena mtk pon die nk bg..klo bg pon bkn la branded sgt..ape ade hal..parents i pon bley bli yg lg mahal dpd yg die bg..pena tuh,aunty syema wt knduri tahlil 4 my late uncle..smpai aunty syema neh bekire2 psl goodie beg takot nti ter-grand then si tua tuh nak perli2 la hape la..ewww..ntah hape2..yg psl kes knduri kawen ank die ahd neh plk..klo ekot ati i,i tamaw pon g..sbb da jd cm neh kn..smpai pg td i had a little bit fight wif my mommy twu x??psl knduri si tua tuh i gdo dgn mommy ku..ari tuh daddy ku da kne mara dgn mommy ku psl hal neh gk..i bengang!!!mmg la ni knduri sedara mara..tp bkn nye org len tade hal nk wt..org len pon nk crik rezeki jgk..klo die x ungkit2 i pon dgn ringan tulang nk g menyebok kt umah die tuh tolong ape yg ptot..ni da jd cm neh..haihh nth la..i pegi jp g je..tuh pn sbb fatin trun kt mego then stret tros jln kaki g umah si tua tuh..mommy ku suh pegi sok but sori la..i nk pegi mandi mande dgn hubby..klo xjd cm neh nk jgk i cancel program dgn hubby..da jd cm neh baek la i g bejimba2 dgn hubby n my kazen..duhh~