[Make-up] Plum-ish.

Ini kalilah?

Nak berubah jadi baik is not easy, I tell you. Untuk sejenis manusia macam aku ni, nak tukar benda buruk jadi baik memang take time sikit. Entah, macam penat nak dengar "Niat tu ada, tapi..."

Nak change to the right path ni, it's either do or die.

Kamu yang nak berubah. Don't give a fuck to the cynical statements towards you. Kita sama, belum tentu masuk syurga. Tapi yang pastinya, kalau we didn't change to the right path, takut bayang neraka semakin menghampiri.

Doa la selagi boleh.



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Alibi.

No warning signs, no alibi. We faded faster than the speed of light. Took our chance, crashed and burned. No, we'll never ever learn.

We both could see crystal clear that the inevitable end was near. Made our choice; a trial by fire. To battle is the only way we feel alive.

I fell apart, but got back up again. And then I fell apart, but got back up again.

So here we are, the witching hour. The quickest tongue to divide and devour. If I could end the quest for fire, for truth, for love and my desire, myself.


Alibi, 30STM.
This Is War.
#echelon



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Rambut.

My hair is very long now. Like, veeeery long. Though I don't have thick hair, they still give me a very bad headache. Nak-nak pulak when migraine strikes. Hence, I spent more on shampoo and stuff to keep the hair healthy. And having a long hair, is time consuming I tell you. Nak shampoo, nak basuh lagi and nak tunggu rambut kering.

Itu pun thank god I am hijabis. Takde habis lebih banyak masa nak set rambut or spending more money to color and else.

I am considering to chop my hair. Aku ni, kalau dah alang-alang nak potong rambut, memang tak la nak potong bagi sampai takat bahu ke apa. Memang aku nak potong pendek terus. Andddd dah alang-alang nak potong pendek, I thought I want to cut it like Miley or Alicia. Yeah, Cyrus and Keys.

So, I showed to Mak the kind of hair I would like to have if I cut my hair short. And Mak was like, "Beristighfar lah, nak."

Okay. No Miley. No Alicia. To have hair like Rihanna? Bury your thought, Mazni. Hahaha.

By the way, baru bercadang je punnnn.



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My heart can't tell you NO.

I don't want you to come around here no more. I beg for your mercy. You don't know how strong my weekness is and how much it hurts me. When you say it's over with her, I want to believe it's true. So I let you in, knowing tomorrow I'm gonna wake missing you.

When the one you love is in love with someone else, don't you know it's torture? I mean, it's a living hell. No matter how I try to convince myself, this time I won't lose control. One look in your sad eyes and suddenly my heart can't tell you no.

My Heart Can't Tell You No by Sara Evans.


P/s: Takde kena-mengena. Hihi.



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Kings and Queens.

Into the night, desperate and broken. The sound of a fight, father has spoken. Into your eyes, hopeless and taken. We stole our new lives through blood and name, in defense of our dreams.

The age of man is over. A darkness comes at dawn. These lessons that we've learned here, have only just begun.

We were the kings and queens of promise. We were the victims of ourselves. Maybe the children of a lesser god, between heaven and hell.


Kings and Queens, 30STM.
This Is War.
#echelon



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100 Suns.

I believe in nothing
Not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing
Not the earth and not the stars

I believe in nothing
Not the day and not the dark
I believe in nothing
But the beating of our hearts

I believe in nothing
100 suns until we apart
I believe in nothing
Not in peace and not in war

I believe in nothing
But the truth in who we are


100 Suns, 30STM.
This Is War.
#echelon



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Elements.

Love.
Love for yourself, family, husband, wife, sister, brother, father, mother.

Lust/passion.
Lust/passion for your works, for your life, for what ever you're trying to achieve.

Faith.
Faith in whatever you believe. Faith in god.

Dreams.
Dream big. Try harder to make it real. Prove people that they are wrong and show them the opposite.

LOVE LUST FAITH + DREAMS.

And, that's it!

No matter how we try, it's too much history. Too many bad notes playing in our symphony.

So, let it go.



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As simple as ABC.

Your promises, they look like lies. Your honesty, like a back that hides a knife.



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[Review] Victoria's Secret Candied Violet.

This is another Fatin's treat for me. Hehe. She bought for me and for her sister in law too. She need to stock up her VS stuff so dah alang-alang, dia belikan untuk aku and Kak Niza sorang satu. Oh, VS dah ada kat Penang. Kat dalam Gurney Paragon. Gurney Paragon baru je bukak. It's like the mini version of Pavillion for me. Sebab dalam tu almost semua branded stuff ada. 

So, masa Fatin tanya which one that i prefer, i was like, mana-mana je la as aku sebenarnya kurang pengetahuan tentang VS and aku tak berapa suka body mist. The lady promoter heard me and that was the time she corrected me about the body mist.

Sebenarnya, kalau original VS tak panggil body mist pun. It is called fragrance mist. Fragrance mist takde la sekuat parfum. Tapi cukup kuat untuk first 3 to 4 hours of wearing. Aku macam, ohhhh ye ke. And of course, for long lasting effect, pakailah bersama other products in the same collection.

The promoter, which happen to have the same name as me, Maz, introduce me to Candied Violet and i was like, that's it, this is my kind of scent. Aku pun dah stop pilih and stick to Candied Violet. Baunya, for me, it is sweet but has this kind of strong scent at the same time. 

Oh, kalau pegi VS Gurney Paragon, carik la promoter yang bernama Maz tu. She is soooo friendly and kind. Siap pack in separate packages for the three of us lagi. Huhu.

Product information.

Availability : Limited edition.

Collection   : Fall 2013 collection for Fantasies Sugared Florals Collection.

Notes       : Candied violet and watery honeysuckle.

Up In The Air.

I've been up in the air, out of my head. Stuck in a moment of emotion I destroyed. Is this the end I feel? Up in the air, fucked up on life. All of the laws I've broken, loves that I've sacrificed. Is this the end?

I've been up in the air, lost in the night. I wouldn't trade an eye for your lies. You lust for my life. You were the love of my life, the darkness, the light. This is a potrait of a tortured you and I. Is this the end?

I'll wrap my hands around your neck so tight with love.

A thousand times I tempted fate. A thousand times I played this game. A thousand times that I have said today.

Up in the air, chasing a dream.

Take no more. I'll take no more.


Up In The Air, 30STM.
Love, Lust, Faith + Dreams.
#echelon



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Do Or Die.

In the middle of the night, when the angels scream. I don't want to live a lie that I believe. Time to do or die.

I will never forget the moment. And the story goes on and on and on.

You and I will never die. It's a dark embrace. In the beginning was life, a dawning age. Time to be alive.

I will never forget the moment. I will never forget this night we sing on and on and on.

That's how the story goes.

Fate is coming, that I know. Time is running, got to go. Faith is coming, that I know. Let it go. Here right now, under the banner of heaven, we dream out loud.


Do Or Die, 30STM.
Love, Lust, Faith + Dreams.
#echelon



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City Of Angels.

Lost in the city of angels. Down in the comfort of strangers. I found myself in the fire burnt hills, in the land of a billion lights.

The silver of a lake at night. The hills of Hollywood on fire. A boulevard of hopes and dreams. Streets made of desire.

Angels.
I am home. Home.

One life, one love, live!



City Of Angels, 30STM.
Love, Lust, Faith + Dreams.
#echelon



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I know you care.

Clinging to me
Like a last breath you would breathe
You were like home to me
I don't recognize the street

Please don't close your eyes
Don't know where to look without them
Outside the cars speed by
I never heard them until now

I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there's trouble ahead, I can feel it
You are just saving yourself when you hide it

Yeah, I know you care I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin
And I know you care

I used to run down the stairs
To the door and I thought you were there
Do you shape through the comfort of us
Two lovers loved out of love

Oh, but Iknow you care
I know it is always been there
But there's trouble ahead, I can feel it
You are just saving yourself when you hide it

Yeah, I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin

And know it wasn't always wrong
But I've never known a winter so cold
Now I don't warm my hands in your coat
But I still hope

'Cause this is how things ought to have been
And I know the worst of it wasn't all that it seemed
Why can't I dream
Why can't I dream

'Cause I know you care
And I know you care
I know you care I know you care
I know it's always been there

By, Ellie Goulding.

#np Suicide by Raveonettes.

The Race.

You saved my life with blood and through sacrifice. The lesson that I've learned, I promise you I said never again. No, never.

Love is a dengerous game to play. Hearts are made for breaking and for pain. I'm selfish and I'm cold.

It began with an ending. We were fighting for the world. My desire never ending. The race.


The Race, 30STM.
Love, Lust, Faith + Dreams.
#echelon



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[Review] RMK make-up base and liquid foundation.

Sample!

Make-up base.

+  Very light, feels like applying serum.
+  Milky texture.
+  Quite oily on the first apply.

Liquid foundation.

+  Light weight.
+  Low to medium coverage.
+  Matte finish.
+  No unpleasant smell.

[Make-up] Emerald Decadence.

Witness.

Witness, tell me what you think of my life. Judge me jury, if I'm wrong or I'm right. I got secrets and lies that will blow your mind. You're the one who taught me not to love and I'm the one who taught you to say no.

Away I go. I am a ghost.


Witness, 30STM.
#echelon



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[Review] MAC Ruby Woo lipstick.

For those who didn't know, this freaking lipstick has been in my wishlist for a long time. I am quite ashamed of myself sebab tak mampu nak merialisasikan wishlist sendiri. I mean, nama pun wishlist kan? So, memang agak lambat la nak dapat. Belum sempat nak merialisasikan sendiri, Fatin already scratched the Ruby Woo list out of my wishlist. You know how much i thank you for this right F? Hehe.

So, back to the review. 

I'm a sucker for red lipsticks lately. I used to not like red lips but i do now. Tapi tengok jugak, aku tak berapa suka dengan red lips yang glossy. I prefer matte or velvety finish and that is why Ruby Woo has been in my wishlist.

My first impression on this lipstick is, it is quite dry, of course, because of the matte finish effect. Sebab ianya agak dry, it makes a little hard to apply. I have to apply several coats to achieve the perfect color that i want. However, any red lipstick will make your teeth appear whiter and your complexion appear brighter.

Lipstick yang matte finish sangat long lasting. I've tried this lipstick masa pegi makan with Fatin and my family, dah balik rumah pun the color is still there, which is, good la, obviously. 

The taste and the scent. Aku kurang suka dengan lipstick or lipgloss yang ada rasa ni. Kalau rasa sedap tak apa la jugak. Macam 3CE lip paint tu, the taste is ewww. Unlike this lipstick, it's tasteless and the best of all, it has like a vanilla scent. Aku bau la macam vanilla, don't know if i'm wrong.

Product information.
Availability : Permanent.
Finish       : Matte.
Color        : Red.
Tone        : Cool.

Ruby Woo.

Swatch.
Left: without flash.
Right: with flash.

On the lip with flash on.

Reviews, soon.

Soon, tapi tak tau la how soon. Haha. Finally, ada jugak benda lain other than some of my favorite tracks i posted on my blog from Love, Lust, Faith + Dreams album. Been listening to that album these past few weeks. My love for 30 Seconds To Mars is back. Hahah.

Anyways, these are some of the new items in my collection. I didn't buy 'em. Alhamdulillah, rezeki murah, ada orang nak hadiahkan, you know who you are! Hehe. Some of them are samples i collected at the beauty counters. Asking for samples at the beauty counters is my forte now. Ahahah. Can call me minah sample now.

Okay, soon. Soon. Hehe. Toodles!

Conquistador.

Conquistador /kon(kan)(ken)-kis-ter-dor/ were soldiers, explorers and adventurers at the service of the Portugese and Spanish empire circa 15th, 16th and 17th centuries.

A simple definition of conquistador is a person who is out to conquer a new territory.

Source: Wikipedia, Google.

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This is the fight for the day, night, black and white. A victory dance, a burning riot. This is a fight for love, lust, hate and desire. We are the children of the great empire.

This is a fight to the death.


Conquistador, 30STM.
Love, Lust, Faith + Dreams.
#echelon



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Bright lights.

I've been dreaming of things yet to come. Living, learning, watching, burning eyes on the sun. I'm leaving, gone yesterday. Brutal, laughing, fighting, fucking the price I had to pay.

Demon, where did my angel go? Vacant, vapid, stupid, perfect. You are the one.

Bright lights, big city. She dreams of love. Bright lights, big city. He lives to run.

A new day. A new age. A new face. A new lay. A new love. A new drug.

A new me.
A new you.

I forgive, had enough. Time to live, to love.


Bright Lights, 30STM.
Love, Lust, Faith + Dreams.
#echelon



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#QsOTD

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning but anyone can start today and make a new beginning." --Jared Joseph Leto.

"I got one life - MINE. I want it all to mean something." Ron Woodroof of Dallas Buyers Club.



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Birth.

Love.

I will save you from yourself. Time will change everything about this hell. Are you lost? Can't find yourself?

You're north of heaven. Maybe somewhere west of hell.


Birth, 30STM.
Love, Lust, Faith + Dreams.
#echelon



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Kalau.

Kalau la membunuh tu tak akan membuatkan aku masuk neraka atau mati sia-sia di tali gantung, dah lama dah aku bunuh engkau. Dah lama dah, dah lama.

Kalau la, kalau.

Honest to god I will break your heart, tear you to pieces and rip you apart. If I could.



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Hurricane 4.0 - The finale.

You say you're wrong. You wrong.

I'm right. I'm right, you're wrong. We fight.

Okay, I'm running from the light, running from the day to night. The quiet silence defines our misery. The riot inside keeps trying to visit me. No matter how we try, it's too much history. Too many bad notes playing in our symphony.

So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go. Let it fall, let crash, burn slow.

And then, you call upon god.


Hurricane, 30STM.
#echelon



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Kadang-kadang.

Sometimes, I feel like I restrict myself from doing more than what I supposed to do. When that kind of feelings happen, I tend to give up easily.

And out of the blue, options come out from every angle of my life. Go, stay, don't, just do it, care, don't give a fuck.

Dreams, I've been dreaming, dreams yet to come.



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Hurricane 3.0

Tell me would you kill to save a life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're wrong? Do you really want me dead or alive to torture for my sins? Do you really want me dead or alive to live the lie?

Heartbeat, I need a heartbeat. You know I gotta leave, I can't stay. I know I gotta go, I can't.


Hurricane, 30STM.
#echelon



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Hurricane 2.0

No matter how many death that I die I will never forget. No matter how many life that I live I will never regret. There is a fire inside of this heart and a riot about to explode into flames.

Where is your god?
Where is your god?

Where is your god?


Hurricane, 30STM.
#echelon



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Hurricane 1.0

No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to live. No matter how many breaths that you took, you still couldn't breathe. No matter how many nights that you lie wide awake to the sound of poison rain.

Where did you go?
Where did you go?

Where did you go?


Hurricane, 30STM.
#echelon



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