Tadi, sebelum bersiap untuk mencari rezeki, ambik masa untuk muhasabah diri yang tak seberapa ni. 2 jam, cukup. Habis air mata. List down, write down tentang perkara-perkara yang jadi lately ni. Be it with families or friends. I listed down why Mak hates (not that she really hates me) me, why Abah nags me, why Along ignored me, why Shyda mad at me and looks like she wanted to get rid of me (thats just my stupid feelings), why this and why that. The only person who being neutral with me is Marwan. Huhu.
Setiap apa yang berlaku, semuaaaaa ada sebab. Tugas i, senang je, menerima, bukan untuk membenci. Dan bila i dah ikhlaskan hati i balik, adalah dengan siapapun, i felt better each and every second. Feels like everything back to normal. I put a huge hope to the persons who mad at me, who nags me, who ignores me will feel the same as i am.
Muhasabah diri bagus untuk diri sendiri.
Whoever, lets put this behind us.
Lotsa love,
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