[Make-up] Plum-ish.

Ini kalilah?

Nak berubah jadi baik is not easy, I tell you. Untuk sejenis manusia macam aku ni, nak tukar benda buruk jadi baik memang take time sikit. Entah, macam penat nak dengar "Niat tu ada, tapi..."

Nak change to the right path ni, it's either do or die.

Kamu yang nak berubah. Don't give a fuck to the cynical statements towards you. Kita sama, belum tentu masuk syurga. Tapi yang pastinya, kalau we didn't change to the right path, takut bayang neraka semakin menghampiri.

Doa la selagi boleh.



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Alibi.

No warning signs, no alibi. We faded faster than the speed of light. Took our chance, crashed and burned. No, we'll never ever learn.

We both could see crystal clear that the inevitable end was near. Made our choice; a trial by fire. To battle is the only way we feel alive.

I fell apart, but got back up again. And then I fell apart, but got back up again.

So here we are, the witching hour. The quickest tongue to divide and devour. If I could end the quest for fire, for truth, for love and my desire, myself.


Alibi, 30STM.
This Is War.
#echelon



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Rambut.

My hair is very long now. Like, veeeery long. Though I don't have thick hair, they still give me a very bad headache. Nak-nak pulak when migraine strikes. Hence, I spent more on shampoo and stuff to keep the hair healthy. And having a long hair, is time consuming I tell you. Nak shampoo, nak basuh lagi and nak tunggu rambut kering.

Itu pun thank god I am hijabis. Takde habis lebih banyak masa nak set rambut or spending more money to color and else.

I am considering to chop my hair. Aku ni, kalau dah alang-alang nak potong rambut, memang tak la nak potong bagi sampai takat bahu ke apa. Memang aku nak potong pendek terus. Andddd dah alang-alang nak potong pendek, I thought I want to cut it like Miley or Alicia. Yeah, Cyrus and Keys.

So, I showed to Mak the kind of hair I would like to have if I cut my hair short. And Mak was like, "Beristighfar lah, nak."

Okay. No Miley. No Alicia. To have hair like Rihanna? Bury your thought, Mazni. Hahaha.

By the way, baru bercadang je punnnn.



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My heart can't tell you NO.

I don't want you to come around here no more. I beg for your mercy. You don't know how strong my weekness is and how much it hurts me. When you say it's over with her, I want to believe it's true. So I let you in, knowing tomorrow I'm gonna wake missing you.

When the one you love is in love with someone else, don't you know it's torture? I mean, it's a living hell. No matter how I try to convince myself, this time I won't lose control. One look in your sad eyes and suddenly my heart can't tell you no.

My Heart Can't Tell You No by Sara Evans.


P/s: Takde kena-mengena. Hihi.



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Kings and Queens.

Into the night, desperate and broken. The sound of a fight, father has spoken. Into your eyes, hopeless and taken. We stole our new lives through blood and name, in defense of our dreams.

The age of man is over. A darkness comes at dawn. These lessons that we've learned here, have only just begun.

We were the kings and queens of promise. We were the victims of ourselves. Maybe the children of a lesser god, between heaven and hell.


Kings and Queens, 30STM.
This Is War.
#echelon



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