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Suralaya Dalam D Major.

"Getar senandung Suralaya menggamit. Di sudut perasaan cinta menjerit. Bisik kasihku gemersik makin rangsang, makin rasa sebegitu terang. Aku tersentak lalu tersedar. Cuaca dingin menambat hati yang kian rawan. Terbayang seribu kemungkinan. Tergerakku mendakap, kau pun hilang." —Rosli Khamis.



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Perihal anak-anak.

Weeks ago, aku lepak dengan Jijan and Fyna. Dengan Jijan tu memang dah selalu dah, sebab dia duduk sini. Fyna duduk Manjung, so jarang jumpa. The only reason dia nak datang Ipoh pun bila time check-up anak-anak dia.

Seronok gila jumpa anak-anak Fyna. Walaupun jarang jumpa, they are friendly, so takde problem nak bonding. Sekejap je dah mesra. Epan dah besar, dah 5 tahun. Dia memang dah kenal dan ingat orang. He knows I'm his mummy. Danzley baru setahun setengah.

Tengok kawan-kawan happy beranak pinak ni la membuatkan aku nakkkk sangat ada anak cepat-cepat. I think, my sole purpose to get married is to have my own babies.

Time sembang-sembang masa lepak tu, Fyna cakap, "No, you don't want child. You just love the idea of having children. YOU DON'T WANT CHILD." Sumpah, aku tak paham. Bukan tak paham English, tapi, entah.

Then she added, "Hang nak tau apa aku rasa bila Epan pegi sekolah? I feel relief. Aku tak kerja, tapi aku hantar Danzley pegi rumah nanny. Sebab apa? Sebab I want my alone time that I will never get back."

Tak paham. Sumpah tak paham. Dia tak sayang anak-anak dia ke?

"Aku sayang anak-anak to the bits. But they are pain in the ass. Percayalah, ini normal and it should be like that." Jijan angguk, rasanya itu tanda setuju. Jijan kata, she read somewhere, if the child doesn't hate the parents during their teenage years, the parents must be doing something wrong.

Entah.

Do I only loving the idea of having children? Macam mana nak figure out? Aku rasa kita tak akan dapat figure out pun until we have one. Macam, pengalaman. Or, bad ex-boyfriends.

Hmm, entahlah.




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[Review] LovelyBlingz custom made blinged-out casing.

Mazni dengan blinged-out casing memang tak dapat dipisahkan. Haha. Reason being, sebab pakai handphone yang susah nak cari casings yang cantik-cantik. Before this, aku buat sendiri je. Bila buat sendiri ni, paham-paham je la, guna pun diamond sticker biasa je.

Dah lama teringin nak pakai blinged-out casing yang 3D tapi macam tak ada creativity nak buat sendiri. One day, one of my followings on Instagram upload gambar blinged-out casing dia. Cantik nak mampos. Dia tag sekali IGshop yang buat custom made casing tu. Aku pun try la tengok-tengok designs. Cantik-cantik semuanya. Tiba-tiba, nampak comment pasal nak COD. Owner dia orang Ipoh! Oh, lagi la excited nak support orang kampung. Ahahahah.

So, permulaannya aku contact dia, Stephanie namanya, through Whatsapp tanya pasal harga apa semua. Mula-mula macam kecewa sebab aku pakai BlackBerry Torch which is a slide phone, dia cuma provide back cover. She did try to find a clear casing untuk front and back cover nak buat casing untuk aku but she couldn't find any. See, even a clear casing pun susah nak jumpa dah untuk handphone aku. Sobbbsss. 

Aku memang dah ada casing yang ada front and back cover tapi jenis rubber casing. Aku tak suka rubber casing sebab it catch dirts easily. So, aku mattify kan rubber case to guna matte clear spray which can be found in most hardware stores. Aku tanya dia, if aku bagi casing aku, dia boleh cuba buatkan tak? Dia jawab, there's no harm trying. Esoknya, aku pun hantarlah 2 rubber-turned-matte casings tu kat dia.

Dapat je casings tu, dia cakap, takde masalah, boleh je nak buat sebab surface dah jadi matte. So, aku pun proceed la dengan design yang aku nak. Even kita pilih design yang dia pernah buat, boleh je tweak sana sini, ubah color scheme ke. Nama pun custom made kan? Several time jugak aku tukar design untuk 3D case, dia rela je melayan aku. Huhu.

Sekejap je dia buat casings aku. Dalam seminggu je dah siap. Result sama macam apa yang kita mintak. Maybe slightly different la. Manusia yang buat, bukan machine. Huhu. So, we met up at railway. OMG she's gorgeous. Dia Chainese, tapi aku tengok macam ada mix mat saleh. Entah, tak tanya pulak.

Dia pakai high grade crystals, which is, berpadananlah dengan harga yang ditawarkan. It has swarovski element in it but it's not a real swarovski la. Sangat terserlah bila reflex dengan cahaya. Memang beza gila la dengan casing yang aku buat sendiri. Huhu. 

Sejak dari last December, takde lagi crystal yang tercabut. Maybe because i'm so careful with it. Pakai blinged-out casing ni mesti la nak kena hati-hati sikit kot. Kalau memang jenis yang campak-campak handphone, forget about it.

Overall, sangat berpuas hati dengan service LovelyBlingz. Boleh check out their Instagram dengan nama yang sama.

Mind you, 3D casing sangat bulky. If you don't like your phone to be bulky, jangan pakai 3D blinged-out casing.

Boleh cari LovelyBlingz kat Facebook jugak.

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My experience on New York Skin Solution.

Ini dah lama sangat ni. I went there on Christmas public holiday, after so many postponed appointment. Sebabnya, masa bulan December tu memang busy set up bookshop. Macam mana aku boleh dapat free trial ni? Aku kan minah freebies. So, bila nampak promo ni kat freebies website, aku pun submit je la and they called me, like, a month after.

Service memang first class. Consider kita ni potential client kan. I forgot already about the procedure. But, 1st step, biasa la, consultation. Nak tengok kulit kita ni jenis apa and rawatan jenis apa yang diorang nak buat kat muka kita. Again, aku dah lupa jenis rawatan apa yang dia buat kat muka aku ni. Tapi, aku ingat jugak la they massage my face with something aromatic cream, they removed my pimples and did double mask on my face. When they said they need me to allocate 3 hours, they really meant it. Memang ngam 3 jam.

After habis diorang mengulit muka aku, back to consultant room. Haa, time tu la dia pujuk segala bagai suruh ambik package dia and aku dengan cemerlangnya tak layan dengan pujuk rayu si consultant. Saja nak cuba and dapat free facial je pun. Hihi. 

Setiap trial, diorang bagi complimentary kit which contain liquid wash, toner and tinted moisturizer. Liquid wash dengan toner tak guna pun. Cuma guna tinted moisturizer je as my primer before i apply foundation or BB cream.

[Review] Clinique Anti Blemish Solution, after 4 month.

Sadly to say, this set is doing me no good. No good as in, bila aku pakai, takde la kulit bertambah elok. Tak jugak bertambah teruk. As in, takde perubahan apa-apa. Maybe this set didn't suits my skin well. I got this set as a Christmas present from my BFF, Jijan. Though we are not celebrating Christmas, tapi sebab beli masa Christmas, so yeah, Christmas present it is! Haha. 

BUT, i love the blemish gel. I think, it works wonder on my pimples. Macam boleh rasa proses pengecutannya. Oh, masa beli set ni, consultant tu advise suruh beli the mask sekali. But i refused sebab Jijan belikan set ni pun aku dah cukup segan. But i bought the mask eventually right after i dapat gaji. 

The mask pun boleh tahan best jugak la. 

Will i ever buy this set again? I guess no la. ni pun sebab Jijan yang bagi. I'm not that kaya yet to use this kind of brand on my skin. For face regime, i guess not. But for make-up, i've started to kumpul  high-end products. But i might be buy again the blemish gel. Sempat la kumpul 2, 3 bulan gaji ye dok? Hihi.

The best, i can say.