Aku beli pewangi kereta yang sama Marwan pakai, aku letak dalam bilik aku. Supaya aku rasa aku macam naik kereta dengan dia.
Every night I sleep with Marwan's t-shirt (lucky I kept one) so that I can still feel him.
I occasionally talk to Marwan (sebenarnya bercakap dengan diri sendiri) sebab aku tak nak connection tu putus dan yes, I still feel the connection.
Orang nampak aku kuat, boleh keluar kerja, lepak dengan kawan-kawan but you guys don't know I still cry before I fall asleep. And I cry hard.
Aku menangis bila baca Fatihah macam betul aku mati suami (padahal dia hanya boyfriend).
Ya, memang, aku dengan Marwan hanya terbatas sebagai kekasih saja. Tapi tak bermakna aku kena cepat move on. Aku dengan dia berpisah mati. Lain rasanya. Unlike you guys yang break up sebab cheating and what not.
Move on, memang kena move on. But i'll move on with my own ways la ye. No need directions from you guys. I know you guys trying to help me but without realizing your action and speak, you did hurt me and my feelings.
So, move on my assssss!!
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